i feel so shit tonight ive been so busy all day now nothing i hate nighttime so much to dark to go walking everyone else sleeps whilst i sit here bored,im sick of being so damn fat i fucking hate myself

 thankgod for  chewing gum , it saved me from binging today ive put on 2 pounds cause my family made me eat this weekend. i wanted to walk all morning but its been raining and i get so cold so i had to do manic cleaning instead. im new on here but ive been reading everyones posts for ages.hop[e everyone is feeling ok